I am at a phase in my life right now where everything seems to catch up with me. The stresses of everyday life has begun to take its toll on me, and I feel lost.
All that has happened:
My mom's fall and hip break in December 2008, then another hospital stay for gastritis and a possible cancer scare at the start of this year
Rob losing his job because of Home Depot management's stupidity, then his dad's stroke February 2010
Unhappiness at work - I primarily do not feel challenged at work anymore, and don't feel like doing the same thing over and over again
My best friend, Jamie, going through the worst thing in her life with her pancreatitis getting really bad - worse than in 2006
So again, I say - I feel extremely lost. I definitely have the great support from Rob, but there are just sometimes where I just want to say SCREW Y'ALL - and just ball myself and cry.